uhhh... feed me?

Okay... Tonkow (http://www.tonkow.se/) challenged me to do this... Well, how can I deny him that?

If I tried I could... but I'm bored D:

I'm suposed to tell 7 truths about me, link to the one who challanged me and then make 7 others do it. I won't make anyone else do this ('Cause I'm a boring person)

1. I Hate myself cause I stop trying to do things I like as soon as someone I know is better at it than me.
2. I wish I was able to write as good as I want to
3. I hate the fact that I'm not able to study
4. I hate that I sometimes would like to ditch some of my closest friends because I just don't feel like spending time with them!
5. I hate the fact that I lie to people without thinking twice
6. I hate to borow money of people, but still I do it like all the time
7. I REALLY hope I'm able to put something 'big' at fanfiction.net before the end of this year...

I know I could have put this on bdb but I wanted to post Something here XD

... as for my stories.... I'm working at them!

2009

Happy New Year to All of You!

My celebration was really fun. To much things hapened to even start!

One Important thing though! Nibon + Vodka doesn't mix!

Now I'll sleep!

My promises!

- I'll start writing (again)

- I'll cosplay Kakashi from Kakashi Gaiden

- I'll raise my grades

X-overs and cosplay

I really should start my writing again...

and Now my mind is set on a X-over between Naruto and Pirates of the Caribbean!

Sakura x Jack Sparrow of course!!

anyway... I'll start writing soon again!

Now I need some fabric and then I'll do my Cosplay-cotume that's due to the 16 January.

I'll be Young Kakashi. I love him<3

~wish me Luck~~~~
I'll need it!

december

Where's the snow?

What the fuck hapened to it?

Did it just die?

Why the hell did it die?

anyways....

Fuck school...

Fuck writing...

Fuck reading...

Fuck life...

Fuck everything...

yhea...

I miss pC-crew...

I miss Neko the most

I want sleep and Neko

uhh...

Neko: I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you<3

Now some bdb... and then sleep!

Oh my

I haven't written anything in a while now...

But I'll start with something important:

All of my writing for ff.net is on ice until I actually finds the motivation for writing again. School takes most of my time and 'i don't have any inspiration at the moment.

I wish I had cause I love writing, but I don't so I'll have to wait.

Anyway, something fun then... what to say... school hates me? nhaa... but it really makes me tired.

I'm no good at actually taking my medicines and that's not healthy at all. I just hates them.

SPOILER A HEAD

I hate the fact that Kakashi died... I actually started to cry, And I'm still hoping that he's still alive. And No matter how pathetic it sounds, Kakashi IS the Love of my life!

SPOILER ENDED

Oh... and I broke up with my boyfriend. I'm no good at relationships... at all!

Now I'll read some Dramione Fandom ;3

humm~~~

Just so ya'll know, I didn't sleep between sunday/monday so therefor I fell asleep infront of my computor... Sorry to those who hates me 'cause of that (but honestly; I don't hate you if you don't answer me now do I?!)

ANYWAY...

I had to walk 3 km in the DARK in a FOREST to get home today D:

I got paranoid and almost started to cry >:
I'm really afraid of the dark, and I'm no fan of forest's either...
NO FUN!!!!

But the rest of the day was... fun OwO
I had to help push a car (with no steering-wheel) out from the garage! In to the fucking snow!
Then we had a snowballwar around the Car that Mikko drove in :D
After that we didn't do much (as always)

But later Elin and I found ourselfs in the red volvo together with Tommie and whatever-his-name-is :3
We listened to music :D and the volume changed like all the time xD Loads of fun there :3

And as always... the Japaneese was fun 8'3
We mixed in Iruka and kage in our 'wonderful' 'show-thingy' x'3

That's it... Now I'll write on my esseys (that I still havent started on xD) and watch house :3

F*ck everything!

I just have to get this out of me...


I just got a big hit of nostagica! No fun D:
I misses those times so fucking much!

You know; those fun times like; UppCon o6-o8, MeuwCon o2, 'the picknick-gang' and 'the Movie night-gang' (always the five of us we said, now look at us!)

I know it'll never go back to those times and I'll never feel the same again and I looses my friends faster than I gain New ones!

And It feels like EVERY fucking thing goes staraight to hell!

I still can't handle relationships any good, My confidence doesn't exist, I still fight with mom like 24/7!
I really can't handle life as it is can I?



I guess I can't.
I can't even Handle my medecins any more! (hell, I'm even lying to my parents about it!)



Life hates me, I miss Neko and I wish I could move to her Right now!